The fact is that my mother was always a very religious and watchful woman until she fell to the death of a rock We always prayed every morning, thanked God not only for the food, but also for the opportunity to watch TV. I studied at a school for boys and if I spoke with a girl - my mother would shut me up in the pantry where I was supposed to cry and ask for forgiveness from God. When I was a teenager - my mother whipped me on the genitals every morning, cried and made me pray. She believed that this was because of the fact that a demon entered me.
I am already 30 years old, but I don’t even know how to ********** and I am ashamed to go to **** sites, because this is a sin.
I do not know what to do.

 

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